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Wednesday, July 30, 2008
they always say, dont compare.
but growing up, in such a competitive society, its impossible not to do so. it just depends on whether it helps or hinders. whether ur comparing with the better, seeking to improve, or comparing with the worse off, getting complacent.
i think we have heard many stories about amazing achievers, past, present and future. now we've got some in and among us, just around us. then u start to wonder, whether you can be like them. whether you can be one of them.
then u realise u just cant. u just dont have the ________, the ___________ that differentiates them from all the rest of us. just a cut above all. u realise u overestimate your own ability, then start to lose confidence in your own ability, if any.
it then all remains as a dream.
and u think to yourself, when will this end?
tag replies
tieren: thanks pearlynne: thanks for joining me! haha. sufen: haha yea i will try. thanks!
@ Anfield @..:: 9:23 PM
Sunday, July 20, 2008
its 8.43 pm on sunday. i shud get to work soon. but this has just got to come here.
i thought farewell party was great. i thought we had a great plan going, had good teamwork, everyone knew their respective jobscopes, although at times needing a slight reminder. we had a great team there, although i must say we were quite hardly hit by sarah's absence at the start, as well as paopao's. made us a little shorthanded. and even though not everything went according to plan, i thought it was still smooth, and enjoyable. at least for me.
loads of credit must go to caroline here. she did so much, even more than some of the exco, at one end making sure we enjoy and things are carried out to the maximum potential, at the other end dealing with her parents' comments about our noise level and messiness. thought she was great, even checking on all the rooms deep into the night, sacrificing her sleep for all of us. if ur reading this and noes what this is all about, please join me in thanking her. THANKS CAROLINE!!
its quite encouraging to hear all the positive comments about the party, from seniors and juniors alike. must say though that we're terribly sorry for not letting ur noe that ur can go up le, cos the second floor was amazing as well. but its not all over yet, still got plenty to do. let's tie up the loose ends asap!
its back to work. 8.49 pm
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marcus: too bad! ours was the best xP tieren: [from jiahan's blog] big bang FTW mutton: k linked! jiawei: yea there was! i'll be sure to let u see it! jiayou for APYLS! drE: yea, lock those down asap! lifern: haha, not really. look at the diff tutors and u noe why c@! boy: am i supposed to catch u?haha.. anw, nice to see u again! lincoln: haha thanks =D jiayi: haha thanks. glad ur enjoyed it. the cake was awesome =D jiahan: thanks. glad ur enjoyed it. glad u stayed as well. LAN WAS DOPE =D yiding: yo! long time no see!
@ Anfield @..:: 8:42 PM
Saturday, July 19, 2008
these 2 weeks have probably been the most hectic, the most rough, the most tough, the most up-and-down period of time of jc life for me.
everytime you click "new post" on blogger, and see this empty space in front of you. then you suddenly lose your train of thought. empty inside all of a sudden, you dont know what to write, you dont know what u wanted to write.
empty's the feeling right now.
is it suppose to be like this? what can i do?
feeling of helplessness is just not right. when will this feeling go away?
MAD's farewell is today. i hope its good, to give the seniors a decent and memorable farewell. to give them something to take away with. exco's been planning for a while, all of us have put in effort. let's hope all comes to fruit in the crunch time.
im limping my way through now.
@ Anfield @..:: 1:05 AM
Thursday, July 10, 2008
(i promise this is the first time and the last time i do this here)
CAN SOMEONE FIND A HOLE FOR ME TO SCREAM INTO NOW. I BADLY NEED ONE. OR TEN.
@ Anfield @..:: 10:48 PM
Thursday, July 3, 2008
exactly 1 week ago, 8 days ago, it was the end of blocks. liberation at its best. and our choreography started then, many thanks to the music which was done before blocks.
8 days later, its time to perform. time to show what we, mad bboys are made of. time to show what we have been working on so hard for the past few days. so many other schools/crews coming down. its time to show them, that we hwachong students, not only can organise such a charity event, but can also perform in it, and be the unforgettable performance in it.
it has been training everyday 8 days ago since last thurs. everybody put in their heart and soul for 8 days. this is it, just 2 more nights, and we shall have our long deserved break. we may have shouted, sweared, scolded, pissed you off this past 8 days, but i hope you understand our intentions, and i promise you, things will change.
thanks everyone for ur commitment and cooperation these past 8 days. we are repping hwachong MAD in front of other schools and crews now. its not my show, its our performance. c'mon guys, show them what we've got. show them our soul, our energy, our everything(no obscene stuff of cos)
7 months into bboying, we havent really gotten our powers yet. well, not really anyway. but we are ready to show u what we've got, what we've achieved. are u ready to see it?
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tieren: thanks dude! hope you will enjoy the show! FTS: haha, yea... its my style..LOL jiahan: yep, life's a cycle. hope its a good one though. heh anying: yea..hello!! liping:its not bimbo. even if it is, it eases ppl's reading. be nice! haha thanks! u jiayou too!! and linked le!
@ Anfield @..:: 10:57 PM
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