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Friday, August 31, 2012
people often ask me "what are you still doing here?" when they see me in arts camp, arts oweek, and rag. I often reply "to have fun, all my friends are here" and "i never get another chance to do so again" arts RAG 2012 was a great experience. I had great fun, although i do regret that i couldnt contribute as much to the float due to my heavy commitments elsewhere. I gave myself many nice moments to look back upon and smile upon. These memories, will be with me in probably the 4 years to come, always reminding me where my home is. i shall do a more coherent and levelled post next week, when i have adjusted back to normal life, and can judge this experience more objectively once again. But now, I'd just say, I had a an absolute blast, with everyone there. A spectacular finish to what has been an epic, fantastic, and unbelievable NUS journey in the past 2 months. Thanks all =) @ Anfield @..:: 1:01 AM Thursday, August 2, 2012 i probably figured out why not being in KR nor in arts felt so sour. becos this were the first 2 grps of friends which i was a new person. i was open, friendly, enthusiastic, positive, always trying to talk to ppl and engage and participate, and most of all, happy, being myself, making new friends. so now, it sucks that im going to be leaving this 2 grps of friends that i jus formed. i gave so much, it feels like im leaving some bit of myself behind in KR and arts. i cant help but feel part of them, although im not treated like that nor am part of them. it really is quite a confusing feeling. one that hurts too. when the time to say goodbye comes bye one last time (becos goodbye for one has already passed, while the other's coming up soon), im not sure how much i'll feel for them. when i look at photos now, im happy for them, happy for the few ppl that i know there, yet feeling left out cos im not there but still feeling like im part of them. at least i feel so, for now. haizz.. this is tough @ Anfield @..:: 4:08 AM |